I have decided to take a chance

It took me about two months to decide but I will vote for PTI. Though i wrote a blog in its support a lot earlier but after completion of Metro bus Service and Political moves like Laptop distribution i felt confused.Now i am clear that in a period of five years,A lot more should have been delivered.There should have been lot more democratic conduct within the Party,More systems/institutions(especially Police,LDA,Provincial tax collection) should have been developed rather than a single person micromanaging the whole province. Frankly i am not sure if PTI would actually b able to deliver what it has committed but this party has a leader who is in a habit of accepting challenges and achieving them(Building a National level party from the scratch, Winning World cup,Building Shaukat Khanum Hospital were all considered impossible tasks to achieve). I prefer being uncertain about a better future rather a sure shot status quo. Note:Till today my neutral analysis about Election outcome is 120 seats for PMLN and 45 National Assembly seats for PTI yet i have decided to vote for PTI.

"V" as Characters ( Lost Guides ! )

This character(of lost Guides) is very commonly found in our society. These are the people who apparently “know everything” and have desire to “guide everyone” “except themselves”. They are under achievers by social standards and apparently their desire to speak on every matter and offer views on every affair roots from the fact that they at their subconscious level feel guilty on their laziness/lack of willpower yet want to show command over others and on their own life. I have started from this character because I observed it closely in the mirror and found it very common in society. At times I feel surrounded by non-doers who just live and breathe for surviving next 24 hours for the next 30 days. They live with Dreams but without Goals and targets. They live without doing what they really want to do. They either never discover their true passion or actually make compromises for not pursuing it and this keeps them from utilizing their true potential. Being under achievers they talk quickly and rapidly in every gathering and at every occasion to escape from their sense of guilt while meeting those who have recognition. Lost Guides are likely to display signs of anxiety like nervous leg shake, biting nails,frequently combing hair through fingers etc.Some lost guides find escape by digging and burying themselves under loads of knowledge which is practically of no use for them. Such characters are common because very few of us actually timely discover what we are born with and what we want to do for the rest of our life.Part of the problem is lack of social acceptance for many interests like film making or sports etc due to which these people don't take a chance on what is socially unacceptable.Generally elders for children never try to identify or develop skills suitable for a temperament like guiding those who are not good with figure fudging towards a suitable career. State of our nation is a proof of how common this character is!Everyone thinks that he/she knows that what is the right path , Everyone suggests it to others but very few follow it themselves!

ME AGAINST ME !!!

Me: Inam do you think that things would ever get better here?

Me: (After some deep thought) Yes!

Me :How?and please remember that my Canadian immigration has been accepted so I want a neutral opinion rather than an opnion coming out of Patriotism.

Me: Well I think there are very valid reasons to be optimistic about ''our'' future.

Me: Like what???

Me? On behalf of God whoever (or whatever)decides fate of this country,apparently has decided to introduce few basic reforms. First two reforms were 1:Introduction of Free media and 2:Establishment of NADRA Data base.Third one is coming the form of Electoral reforms under which about 30.75 million bogus/fake votes have been cancelled.

Me:So how long would it take for all of this to have an effect?

Me:About five years!

Me:and during these five years????

Me: ‘’V’’ all will be tested!!!

Me: Why should't i leave now with my family for Canada and come back when(If ever)this country becomes a better place for living!

Me : ???!!!???

‘’V’’ ALL WILL BE TESTED BECAUSE NOW SYSTEMS CANT DELIVER.ECONOMIC INSTABILITY WOULD BECOME JUSTIFICATION FOR ALL SORT OF CRIMES(AND FOR ALL SORT OF PUNISHMENTS).PEOPLE WOULD FEEL CONFUSED ABOUT RELIGION AND NATIONALISM WILL BE QUESTIONED.APPARENTLY THESE LONG FIVE YEARS HAVE JUST STARTED!

R “V” suffering (or enjoying) Split personality disorder!!!???

In the last few years I watched couple of movies which were about people suffering from Split personality disorder. List of such movies include A BEAUTIFUL MIND, SHUTTER ISLAND ,BLACK SWAN . Characters suffering from this disease become a different person in a given situation (or in response to a stimulus) and once they come out of the situation than they become usual themselves(the way most of the people know them).Interesting part of this disease is that such people don’t remember anything about what they did while being the “Person in the situation” so practically if they commit a crime or hurt themselves then they would feel innocent after being caught for the crime or would feel hurt without realizing that they have actually hurt themselves.

Couple of days ago I made a similar realization about myself .I was feeling hurt being a PAKISTANI due to the crimes which are committed against my country and nation and then suddenly I realized that I am no different from Asif Ali Zardari or from anyone from the Gang. My own crimes are limited because my power to commit a crime is limited .Same is the case with everyone around me .

From a motor mechanic to a Government officer, From a Doctor to a teacher

Most of us

Compromise on our work ethics

Want to dominate others

Want to be treated differently from the masses

Want to be above the Law

How much crimes “V” commit under such situations depends upon stimulus of Authority and Power, Stronger the stimulus and bigger would be the crime. Due to our “National Personality Disorder” “V” don’t remember the crimes which “V” commit individually while being in the situation and “V” don’t remember that “V” have hurt ourselves(being Pakistani).After committing a crime or hurting ourselves “V” search for the criminal and the savior around us without realizing that both are within us(part of our being).